Mahhwwige

I believed that the older I became, the more control I would have over my life and the choices I made. Maybe I'm in a transitional phase, but it seems that I was somewhat wrong. The more we love the people around us, the more we allow them to color our feelings and shade our positions.

I'm recently married - and loving it. People ask, "Is it different?" It is. I feel a greater responsibility to him - and even to myself. I feel the need to take care with him. He will be my mate for the rest of our hopefully long lives. What we do today, what I say today, can affect tomorrow.

And every day I'm reminded somehow of how important talking is. And just enjoying one another. Occassionally I revert to my toddler self and entertain him. It works... sometimes.